God hahahahahahahah!!!I was just thinkin' I remember when these one people moved near us at our lakehouse and they had a boy that was my age and hahaha it was Summer after 8th grade like, omfg I was soooooooooooooo immature!!!Like,he used to look over at my house all the time cuz he wanted to "impress the girls" with his ha "mad jetski driving skills" and I used to be like,omgomg he's looking over here holy crap he loves me we are going to get married tomorrow!!!And I didn't even have like, 1 legit conversation with the kid.Then, the Summer after that, summer before my sophomore year I was like omg I soooo gotta loose 10 pounds soso he thinks I'm gorg and I need to go out with someone like, right nooooow and be more social and like, omg omgomg.So then I walked my stupidazz over there and started talking awkwardly with him about sh*t I don't even KNOW about it was sooooooooo dumb!!!Like,AHHHHHH!I can't even FATHOM how stupid and immature I was!Like,I sucked at LIFE!I HAD no LIFE!Hahahahahahaha!!!And now,everytime I think of him I think"EEEEEWWWWW!!!" like, soooo over that crap!And everyone around is like "oooh u luv him,blahblahblah!"And i used to be like"yes!yes!I'm desperate!Pleaase go out with meee!"And now...."HAHAHAHAH WHAT in the NAME of JEZUS CHR*ST was I THINKING!!???"Okay,yeaaah suure he's hot but truth of the matter is...I don't CARE.I never actually CARED.Like,he's the awkwardest kid I have eeever met in the whoole century of the universe.Like,he won't even make small talk err' anything for one,I don't know him,and no offense in all,but I really don't WANT to even know him.Kayyy not to be a beyotch in all,but he seems like kindove a JaCkazz.Like,he's rude.Idk if its like,shyness or antisocialness or creeped out by my stupidity but he's rude....And AWKWARRRDDD.AWKWARD.A-W-K-W-A-R-D.Awkward.It's like, you have like,maanymanymany sisters and you still can't talk to a normal person normally.Much less a girl?Like what.the.f*ck. is wrong with you,kidd??And then he like,shows off for my friends and I and like, doesn't even like, stop over and say hi or like,"win us over" I guess or anything.It's like "re-frickin'-tard.stop showing your azz off and thinking you're the s*it when you don't do jack s*it!"Sooo whats the flippin' point of showing off for us,STUPID??And then,oooh i can't tube with a buncha girls cuz uhhhh my cousins are over.Uhhh,kay???Even if you did have like, a girlfriend or something like, you could still not be awkward and tube with us and at least try to act nice.It's not like we're gunna give you "coootieees" or something.It's not like we're juss gunna fall headoverheels in luv with u and ur gunna makout with us and automattically cheat on ur girlfriend(psht if any girl even likes u,that is).Yeah like, I would go tubin with a buncha hot guys if I had a boyfriend no big deal.It's just tubing....And then I'm like, pulling my friend on a kneeboard and he like, comes up on his jetski and like, tries to showoff for us right in our kneeboarding path.It's like"jackazz,get.the.f*ck.outta the muthah.f*ckin.way.stupid.idiotic.freak.YOU.ARE.NOT.COOL.
.......& this is why I hated being a Freshman.
Thank my lucky stars my stupid,fat,immature freshman years are over and I don't treat guys that retardedly no more.